i get sexually frustrated just by looking at you
From Canada to the Netherlands.
I find myself wondering how life would be if nothing had changed; how my eyes would look for you at the airport; how I would feel the warmth of your lips pressing on my skin; how it would be to lay next to each other; how nervous I would be to be intimate with you for the first time; how people would react if I showed them off how beautiful you are; how proud it would make me to introduce you to my family and friends in person; how it would be to get introduced to your beloved ones; how surprised you would be if I showed up at your front door out of the blue; how going out for dinner would be like with you; how many times I could make you blush and tease you; how fun it would be to turn you on at inappropriate moments; how it would be like to be able to kiss you and hold you whenever I wanted; what your last words would be before I had to catch my plane; what mine would be; how I would try to make you feel wanted and loved and so much more.
like honestly, sleeping next to someone is the nicest thing. like when you half wake up at 4am and squeeze them or they move in tighter to you. lovely.